Am I doing what’s best for my kids?…. Am I really doing what is best.
Should I have left their dad? Should I have stay with their dad? Should I have got my own place for us without the abuse of their father? Should I have not gotten us a car that gets us where we need to go without waiting for people? Should I not have made friends with a guy that is “my child” says a friend of mine.
I know I’m a fuck ip the whole damn world knows it so now what the hell do I do????? I’m single not wanting to be with anyone who treats me like shit and yet here I am set into depression cuz my friend and my ex mother in law are talking about me and making me feel like shit.
I honestly don’t know what to fucking do anymore.
I’m back to having NOTHING and NO INE!!!!
Here we go again